Character

A thought for today:  

Character is often determined not by when we do
what we must, 
but by when we do what is voluntary.   

It is tested far more by charity, than obligation.   

It appears not so much in what the public sees, 
but shows itself clearer in what is done in private.



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I had another homeless shelter night last night. I didn't want to do it. I mean I did---but I didn't. You know? I wasn't in the best of moods and I was dealing with some dizzy spells...no wise cracks guys...and some of the people who donated really didn't donate the amount that I thought was mentioned. I was glad the food didn't spill over in my trunk like several months ago.

I kept telling myself to snap out of it that these homeless people were looking forward to our church's visit and since I was in charge I had better change my character. Creamed chicken sandwiches/sloppy joes and an ice cream sundae party....and a bad mood?

I wonder to myself sometimes if I do this shelter thing for myself or for them. Last night I believe they helped me more then me helping them. It was therapeutic making dozens and dozens of sundaes and watching the faces of the children as the whipped cream piled on top of their treat. It was therapeutic watching this gorgeous baby with eyelashes so long I felt they would touch the hot fudge as she lifted the bowl to her mouth. It was therapeutic watching the adults take small portions and then come back several times to sample yet another topping.

I emitted a sigh of relief when I knew there would be enough and was reminded of the loaves and fishes. This was a test of my character....I think I failed.

But maybe I'll get a retest today.

Hugs, Happiness and Harmony!
Julie